The only mediator we need

Jesus..."The one final, sufficient Priest, surpassing and replacing all other orders of priests. Jesus the High Priest comes from the presence of God and brings us into the presence of God. Jesus is the only priest we need. Jesus is the only mediator we need. Thus, right at the beginning, the author of Hebrews preaches the good news. 'Jesus has become as much superior to the angels as the name He has inherited is superior to theirs'(1:4)" (119).

     This passage reminds me of a week on Shasta last summer. In my quiet time with God I kept hearing 'Anneliese you need to know Jesus' And I was like God, I know who Jesus is. and all week God was pushing me to Jesus - 'You need to KNOW Jesus'. You need to start with Jesus - you are missing out on who JESUS is. And then I went into panic mode "What does it mean that You are pushing me toward Jesus - do I really not know Jesus - whats happening? What does that make me?"
     So from that point on it was a humbling process of starting at the beginning - which though it felt humbling at the time when I think about it- it was/is an amazing blessing to explore and try to comprehend the significance of Jesus in my life with God's encouragement and challenge. And the biggest revelation was Jesus is the mediator! I realized I had been reading about Jesus and asking about Jesus but praying to God the Father and I had this bizarre, or limited, perception of the role Jesus was to play in my life. Its this life-transforming realization - what Jesus truly is to me - the intimacy I can truly feel with Jesus - that Jesus is the mediator because he understands! Its another reason why I love this book because i am constantly being pushed to the cross - to the concepts that I glazed over as a child - as a teenager - as a college student - I didn't know how to experience that truth. I couldn't be vulnerable until God taught me how to be authentic. So what is it that keeps people (kept me) from exploring the truth about Jesus in an emotional way? From exploring true intimacy with Christ? Is this the fear of having to understand something so outside of our comfort zones? Is it the fear of being trapped in a glass case of emotion [because that will happen]?
     God,  this summer when I am returning laundry, shopping at Costco and teaching staff to inventory - how are you going to use me to show how transforming it is to be in a relationship with Jesus? I can't wait to live it and I can't wait to see it. I experience daily the difference that it makes to be willing to ask about Jesus - to be willing to ask Jesus - and to be willing to listen. Jesus, I am excited to see hearts transformed in your name this summer, among campers, staff, Lodi, Shasta Lake, Larson Marine, the offices, Paradise Point staff. Push us closer to you Jesus and let that excitement shine through us. Everything is about to get crayzay

"That's my Boy!"

Reading through this chapter I felt like I was reading a letter that a father wrote to his son.  Paralleling this feeling with reading through Hebrews with different lenses was pretty incredible.

To Which of the Angles Did God Ever Say...?

• You are my son... "You are my son; today I have begotten you"
• This is my Son whom I have chosen, listen to him... Luke 9:35 (121) (Johnson, Darrrell Who is Jesus?)
• I will be His Father and He Will Be My Son... Hebrews 1:5 (123)(Johnson, Darrrell Who is Jesus?)
• God the Father identifies Himself as the Father of the Son as much as He identifies His Son as His.
• Is this like saying God saying to me..."I am Andy's Father, and He is my Son"? (I think every child desires/needs to hear that from their parent. I know I want to hear it from my father.  I guess that's what parents experience walking into their child's classroom.  "I am _____'s Father.")

I don't know about anyone else but I want to hear Darrell's sermon that he references to on pg 124.

"Jesus is the unique, only begotten Son of the Father.  The wonder of the Gospel is that we who are made are adopted by the Father into that unique relationship- but this is another sermon!"

It was heartwarming to read how the Father spoke about His Son, so genuine, so honest, so gentle, yet with great authority and honor!  That is the SAME FATHER that calls us His children... I think I'm getting into what Reid was blogging about... now I'm crying. (...it's just dust in both my eyes...)

THANK YOU JESUS FOR BEING WHO HE CREATED YOU TO BE and for allowing us to be adopted into that unique relationship with the Father.  

Who is Jesus??? Who is Reid??

Listening to the Father say Who Jesus is has encouraged me to listen to the Father and Jesus say who I am!!!  Ok, I know this is about Jesus but reading through Hebrews and hearing the Father and Jesus talk about each other makes it really hard to not hear them talk about who are!  Because who they are makes us who we are!!!!!!

"I am trapped in a glass case of emotion right now" - Ron Burgundy

Ron said it so right - Jesus is/was a glass case of the Fathers Character.  Looking at Jesus, hearing the Father say who Jesus is reveals who the Father is. 

"Jesus is a glass case of the Father's heart" - Reid Delgado

"The main point is what has been said is this: we have such a high priest who has taken His seat at the right hand of the throne of Majesty in the heavens" (Hebrews 8:1)

Happy Training Weekend =)

A Bridge to Calvary and Communion

The Latin word for priest is pontifex.  What is interesting to note is that pontifex is an engineering term.  In particular a pontifex is a bridge builder.  A priest is a bridge builder; a mediator is a bridge builder.

In order to build a bridge, the builder has to know both sides of the canyon over which the bridge is to be built, right?  Jesus is the great Bridge Builder because He knows both sides of the canyon between God and humanity very well. (120) (Johnson, Darrell Who is Jesus?)

This passage spurred me to ask -  I what places do you sense a want to hide from the master bridge builder?  Is there a bridge that Jesus has established in your heart that you’d like to abandon or not walk down?  Often I see the bridge leading to calvary.  Jesus wants to lead me there to share His glory.  Jesus continue to refine your passion in me and glorify your name in blood and testimony. 

Again and again we hear Him saying things like “I only say what I hear the Father say,” or “I only do what I see My Father do.”  As David Gooding of Irelande puts it: “No prophet, priest, poet, or king ever spoke of God as his personal Father in the way and to the extent that Jesus did.”….the wonder of the Gospel is that we who are made are adopted by the Father into that unique relationship.” (124) (Johnson, Darrrell Who is Jesus?)

Thanks Jesus for inviting me into communion with the dynamic relational activity of you, your Father, and the Holy Spirit.  Thank you for choosing before the foundation of time to make us  in your image. 

Ani hu... (Any who...)

I think that could be a cool boat name... what if the entire fleet answered the question Who is Jesus?

Reading this chapter I appreciate how Darrell tells us a bit about his own journey and background.  It is always fascinating to hear how following God can dramatically alter someones life.  From career choice to health, to living location, friends, etc... all these can change in an instant when they experience Him in a new way.  You could almost hear Darrell's excitement when he writes...

"I was further taken back by the fact that the writers of the New Testament  gave to Jesus names and titles which only the God of the Old Testament had.  For instance, they called Jesus, "The Holy One" and "Lord." As I read the New Testament, I saw that Jesus performs deeds which only the GOd of the Old Testament performs.  Jesus forgives sins! Jesus raised the dead!  Jesus stills the raging waters of the sea of Galilee! and Jesus makes people's response to Him the basis of their eternal destination.  He was worshiped; He was given the kind of praise and adoration which only the Living God deserves. " (96) DJ, Who is Jesus?

The teacher at our church this week referred to Jesus as a Liar, Lunatic or LORD.  This reminded me of the true scandal it was when Jesus would declare these titles.  "I AM HE" in the middle of a feast celebrating the Jewish Nation's deliverance... and This Guy proclaims I AM HE!  Lunatic- outrageous claim  with outrageous timing.

John 18- I love hearing Darrell describe  Vs. 6.  "Why did they fall to the ground? Were the Jews so accustomed to prostrating themselves immediately when they heard the divine pronouns.  " pg 107.

I want this to be my reaction, to fall on the ground at the mention of His name.
 Father, I want to know you and have reverence for your name as the people in BC times. Father forgive me when I don't.  When I resist, when I reject.  Jesus may I see you (Ani Hu) as who You are! 

Mysterious, Miraculous, Spirit Pouring

A couple quotes that stood out this week are as follows:

“As I read the New Testament, I saw that Jesus performs deeds which only the God of the Old Testament performs.  Jesus forgives sins! Jesus raises the dead! Jesus stills the raging waters of the Sea of Galilee! And Jesus makes people’s response to Him the basis of their eternal destination!” (96) – (Johnson, Darrell Who is Jesus?)

The Feast recalls that miracle and celebrates the fact that it was a sign of the greater miracle to come – the miracle of God pouring out of His Spirit upon His people, filling and flooding them with the water of life.

The reading this week prompted many questions for me. One set of questions are as follows; What is so special about Jesus?  How is he miraculously pouring out His Spirit upon His people?  How is He miraculously pouring out His spirit on you?

 

One answer to these questions is - God is miraculously pouring out His spirit right now through the testimony of His saints that are serving on admin with Sonshine Ministries and/or contributing to the blog. Thanks for sharing your journey via the blog.  Your stories, thoughts, and impressions bring rich encouragement and intrigue about the mystery of Christ's gospel and His new world order that He is establishing through you. For me, your writings are a glorious appearing and out pouring of Spirit. Thanks! 

I Am He

reading this chapter I realized this is really the message I have heard each chapter: I am HE.  When I read this passage it hit me like a ton of bricks, "Woman, you need not go another place, for I Am He, the very one you seek to worship" (106).

With each name, in each chapter, through each description of Himself, I have heard Jesus tell me, "I am enough for you".

I Am the One you are looking for
I Am the One your heart longs for
I Am the One you are seeking to worship
I AM HE

Jesus: "whom do you seek"
Emily: "blah blah blah [every hope, desire, need, longing, passion, dream]
Jesus: "I Am He"

Ok! Jesus I hear you! It's You! You are the One! You are my One!

When I read this chapter I look back on these past few years and I hear  "Anneliese, don't you get it? I AM HE. That is all you need to know right now, that is all you need to trust in, that is TRUTH" He has every right to demand my life, to guide me in a life that glorifies Him. He deserves impassioned worship! He is everything. EVERYTHING.
And as I continue this semester and work with you all this summer we are called to do everything in reference to Him. Because that is all we need to know but that is what I always forget - It's HIM! HE IS. That is life. true life.

What Else Did They Want?

"God created no evil; nothing God made was originally evil.  This being - Satan, devil, accuser- became evil as a result of his decision to be independent of God."  (DJ p. 87)

I really appreciate DJ's concise explanation of a very commonly asked question,  "Did God create evil?"  I also am extremely convicted of the consequence that happens when I try to be independent from God, worry over my own life plans, and act as if God is not in control.   Being independent from God is dark, evil, and essentially hell.

"Since he cannot get at God - for he is not God's equal - he goes after what is closest to God's heart.  Humans.  (DJ p. 88).

Wow, we are that loved by God.  Of all of creation that God could love, he loves us the most. 

"Jesus would simply show up and demonic powers would cry out, "I know who You are!  The Holy One of God"  (Mark 1:24)  (DJ p. 80). 

The note in the margin of my book for this sentence was, "How could the Jews not have believed?  What else did they want?!!"  It truly baffles me that past and present-day Jews could and cannot see that in the presence of this man, demons would and do cry out and flee.  How could this have been an ordinary man?  C.S. Lewis was right when he said that people have to think that Jesus was either liar, lunatic, or Lord.  The Holy Spirit was not present at this time in history that Jesus was casting out demons, so could that explain why many did not believe? The Spirit was not there to change hearts.  But what about now?  Our Jewish brothers and sisters, who believe in the same God, how do they deny who Jesus was?  I am curious and am at a loss.

Hematidrosis

For Spring Break I am traveling up to Indiana with my housemate. We stopped in St Louis on the way up and walked by the court house where Dred Scott fought for his freedom from slavery. Despite his evidence, proof, and claims, the judges determined that "Any person descended from Africans, whether slave or free, is not a citizen of the United States, according to the Constitution." I imagine Scott standing in that court room: "I am a human being, created equally and beautifully-a masterpiece of The Lord." The ridicule, laughter, and accusations of "blasphemy" he must have received. Yet he did not fight back nor did he relent. He held his position as tough, humiliating, and painful it must have been. As Jesus stood in front of the High Priest and claimed, "I Am He," imagine the ridicule, laughter and documented accusations of blasphemy we know he received. Yet our God persists! Turn the other cheek. Peter, put down your sword, shalom! Imagine all the moments of Jesus' life that are not chronicled by which he was laughed at, scoffed at, spit at... Yet not once did he give up-he persevered. He was under more stress than we could ever imagine-sweating blood! He sweat blood! A very rare condition, hematidrosis, by which a person swears blood because they are under extreme leves of stress! Yet!, when the guards come to arrest the already bloodied Jesus, what does he say? I AM HE!!!! I often think of Jesus as God but tend to forget that he was fully human. I can only imagine the state of his heart as it pumps gallons of blood through his body as his pulse increases and bloodied sweat is excreted from his body. But he perseveres. Not my will but Your's. Our Goe experienced the greatest amount of suffering, physically through hematidrosis, scourging, and asphyxiation but also emotionally as he relentlessly states I Am He although his disciples will abandon him. He persevered for me. For all of us. He knew he was called for a greater purpose and refused to let mocking, laughter, humiliation, blood, pain, or suffering stand in his way. If that is not enough proof, in of itself, that Jesus truly is He, I don't know what is. No other human (as CS Lewis reminds us: Buddha, Mohammed, Confucius) could endure the torment faced by our amazing God. It is impossible. Yet because Jesus is He, he endured and persevered for a sinner like me to experience mercy and grace.

You Are?!

Jesus has revealed to me, through DJ, that there is so much more to the words "I Am He" than I ever knew. I loved when DJ talked about the other places Jesus makes this claim, where he asks (on page 106) "is Jesus simply saying, 'I am the Messiah'...'it's me Jesus'...'I'm the one you're looking for'?" No, Jesus is saying so much more than that.

"Woman, you need not go to another place, for I Am He, the very One you seek to worship." So, you're saying all those worldly things, the praise, the grades, the image, that I desire so much, that I seek after so hard, that I worship before I worship you...I don't need to go after those? You, who are standing right in front of me, are the One I am ultimately seeking to worship? 

"You need not be afraid, I can control the seas, I Am He." So, you're saying that in the times when all I see are waves crashing all around me...I don't need to fear? You, the one who is walking on water, are the One who controls the seas?

You are Ani, Ani hu? Ego, ego eimi? You are I Am He? 

You are God who became flesh?

You are Jesus, who's hands were nailed to the cross?

You are God, who suffers there, and became sin there?

You are the One who died for me?

"Yes! Yes! A thousand times -- YES!" Thank you that the answers to all those questions are YES, a thousand times yes!

On page 107, when DJ brings up the Jewish officers' reactions to Jesus's claim, I was struck by this sentence, "were those Jews so accustomed to prostrating themselves immediately when they heard the divine pronouns, "I-He," that they responded without thinking?" How often is that our response when in the presence of the Lord, when hearing His name? Not often enough, I don't think.

"In light of His great Tabernacle claim we see why life is so miserable when we do not do it Jesus's way. The only rational, sensible, logical, truly realistic thing to do is surrender to the Center of Life. ...If Jesus is in fact who He thinks He is, the He is worthy of our impassioned worship. He is worthy of our impassioned love. He is worthy of our impassioned allegiance in every sector of life!"

May that be how we live our lives. Surrendered to the I Am He, giving all worship, love, and allegiance to Him in every part of our life. And even if we don't...He'll probably just "walk into our lives" and command it anyway: "Come to me. Follow me. Lose your life for Me!" :)

Walk into our lives....

Page 109 - a very small paragraph has been in my face all week (all my life).  " Given who He thinks He is, He has every right to walk into our lives, interrupt our plans and command us: "Come to me. Follow me. Lose your life for me!"

Come to me - All day long - from the minute I wake up the Spirit of Jesus whispers to me, "Come to me."  What do I do?  Do I obey? Do I ignore? Do I say no? Do I say yes...but never come?  More often than not yes!  I respond YES JESUS - but then fail to pick up the feet of my heart and head and move towards Him. 

Follow Me - "Ok - hold on - I am almost done with this Jesus...be right there!" Sound Familiar?

Lose your life for me! - Jesus- mucho take it easy on the death talk! You came to give life and give it more abundantly - what is with all this crucifixion talk?

Man I had a hard week in relationship with Jesus - I need him more than ever to be the "I AM HE"

Blah, meh and just ok

Those are 3 ways I hope I am never described as or Darrell Johnson puts it on page 110 "mild approval"

Darrell was quoting C.S. Lewis on that page "Lewis observes that Jesus produced only 3 effects on those He met. They are hatred, terror and adoration. 'There is no trace of people expressing mild disapproval'".  This is a concept I had never really looked at closely but was immediately intrigued when I read this. Jesus did not live a life that people looked at and felt so-so about, Jesus drew strong and clear emotion. It caused me to reflect on the church, other Christians and my own life. Truth be told I hope that I do not elicit terror or hatred from people but as I wrestle with my worldly fear of that response I realize that if people respond to me in those ways as I am walking with Jesus, I must be in good company. As my life is reflective of who Jesus is and how He is moving in my life I need to push aside the people pleaser and desire for adoration all the time, a life with Jesus may have others that do not adore me but elicit hatred or terror. Those are strong terms and although I may never experience that  harsh of a reaction I do need to prepare for people to push back and some people not wanting to engage because of my faith and love for Jesus but that my faith and love for Jesus can also draw people in to with His sweet aroma of grace, mercy, and love.

The Stockholm Effect

" The whole world and the circum-ambient atmosphere were filled with devils; not merely idolatry, but every phase and form of life was ruled by them. They sat on thrones and hovered around candles. The earth was literally a hell."- Adolf Harnack pg 81-82

"God's enemy seeks to  destroy humanity: not because he hates us but because he he hates God; he wants to destroy God. But since he cannot get at God, he goes after what God has made, especially human beings, made in God's image. He goes after what is closest to God's heart. Humans." pg 88

I find these both oddly comforting. I so quickly forget that I am not loved by this world. This world, my sin, does not love me, care about my well being, or want me to live in my true image. But how often do I cherish them? I forget that this world is still a house occupied by the strong man and that I live in it though I am on the side of the stronger man. I think I often run the risk of not giving enough credit to Satan's hold on this world, and when I do this I diminish the incredible victory that the stronger man achieves. If I do not fully appreciate the power of the strong man I cannot fully appreciate the power of the strongER man. Do I see this earth as a literal hell that God is conquering minute by minute? That is a lot to be impressed with and amazed at! I thank him for constantly breaking through and for always emerging victorious.

call to action!

For me I heard in this chapter on the Stronger Man a serious call to action
"'I will build my church', says Jesus, 'and the gates of hell will not prevail against it' (matt 6:18). Most people have taken this to mean that as Jesus builds his church in the world, hell will try and destroy it but will not succeed.  this is true. The powers of hell will try and not succeed.  But what Jesus is really saying is that He will build His church and the church will move into hell's strongholds and hell will not  prevail against the church!" (92)

Woah! reading this passage made me question what I do now given the authority of being a child of God and the assurance that Jesus has bound the strong man.  I realized most of the time I stand outside the strong man's house ready to defend myself against attacks.  This passage reminded me that I am not called to defense, I am called to action! I am called to move forward, take ground, plunder the strongman's house with Jesus! If I am feeling pretty secure and un-attacked by satan it's not because my strategy of defense is so great, its because I'm not dangerous for the kingdom.  I am no threat to the kingdom of darkness standing outside the strong man's house with my dukes up, I'm a threat to the kingdom of darkness when I move with the authority Jesus has given into the strong man's house, when I move to action into hell's strongholds! And the only reason I can do this? Jesus, the Stronger man, has bound the strong man and won my victory. All I have to do is move forward - the battle is won!

I think this last week I needed some serious reminders that Jesus is not only strong - but strongER. There are things about being back on USC's campus that have been really hard for me this year.  I'll be honest, i've been missing playing soccer a lot.  I thought choosing to drive last summer instead of play meant that finding my identity as an athlete didn't have a hold on me any more.  All summer long I didn't have one regret, I've never felt more myself.  But coming back to campus was ultimate heart break.  I avoid walking past the field and take alternate routes around campus to bypass the athletic offices to avoid feeling sad.  I try and forget that the opportunity was ever presented to me.  These last few weeks the what if's and heart ache feel like they have had such a hold on me.  Right after I decided not to play I had a convo with Reid where he reminded me that I was already delivered from finding my identity as an athlete.  but I didn't feel delivered and lately I still haven't and it was making me feel like I would never be, that this struggle was just too strong. But I was reminded that Jesus is strongER.

I was reminded of this while reading the prayers on the last page of the chapter
you spirits behind false idols and false sources of self worth: as strong as you are, Jesus is stronger, and He binds you. You must let me go free. 

Control -- An Incantation of Dark, Demonic Oppression

This book is really a great guide to reading through the Chronicles of Narnia.  My son was sick this weekend so we sat on the couch and plowed through 200 pages of Narnia living.  I was chatting with Kyle about the Calormenes (I think they are called.) I talked to him about how their speech is unique from the speech we find in the two previous books  Lion, Witch, and Wardrobe & Magician's Nephew.  The Calormenes speak with multi-syllable words and formality.  They have a highly developed set of rules pertaining to social conduct and C.S. Lewis reinforces the formality and structure of their civilization with their vocabulary and speech patterns.  When I chatted with Kyle about their speech we were sharing about the subtle ways that C.S. Lewis (brilliantly in my opinion) creates unique pieces of "stand alone" literature while at the same time tying them to a series.  I never thought for a moment as we chatted that perhaps he was also making a powerful, extremely relevant & personal-to-me poignant point about my susceptibility to the dark side of spiritual warfare.  He nailed me .....AND I DIDN'T SEE IT COMIN' - until Chapter 6.

Although the Calormenes are a huge empire, they have no interest with invading Narnia, a small land.  They don't want to mess with Narnia because Narnia they believe is infested with ancient demons & dark magic.

I didn't connect the their fear of Narnia with their formal speech until I read chapter 6 of Who is Jesus?

The Calormenes have no time or space for the demonic realm because they have filled their relationships with laws & rules of conduct.  Their relationships are epitomized by ROLES and prescribed rules of conduct.  They walk according to the ROLE. Speak according to ROLE.  Since they are so "in control" Narnia appears "out of control."  They are masters of ROLE CONTROL.

The connection is powerful for me. I think C.S. Lewis' point is and will continue to be that in those places (like where I grew up) where we think demonic activity is explained by physics, chemistry, and fall under our "control" are actually the places where demonic activity runs most rampant.  

The Calormenes want to remain isolated from ancient demonic activity.  The irony/reality is that the bondage of spiritual oppression was far heavier among the Calormenes; they simply denied its existence and resisted the light of truth which would reveal a "things" ultimate spiritual nature.

Simply put -- this chapter and in a very vivid & emotionally stunning way The Horse and His Boy, have knocked me to my knees and spurred me to confess: "Oh God, I say again, when I think I'm in control, that is again Lord actually when I am out of control" and perhaps easy prey for dark magic.

Savior!!! Keep saving!!!!!

wow. i had forgot to post on chapter six until this morning and the timing actually worked out because chapel's topic revolved around the notions of demons and there were references to c.s. lewis' screwtape letters. so cool to see God tying things together personally in my head. The passage i was drawn to is apu's passage of the year, James 2 and also Mark 1 and Acts 19 (where the sons of sceva try to cast out a demon in the name of paul and Jesus and get beaten bloody).

James 2:18-20 says  ¹⁸But someone will say, “You have faith; I have deeds.” Show me your faith without deeds, and I will show you my faith by my deeds. ¹⁹ You believe that there is one God. Good! Even the demons believe that—and shudder.²⁰ You foolish person, do you want evidence that faith without deeds is useless?

Letting faith spur deeds is huge i think. not out of misguided motive. also it gives me a practical view of putting on the armor of God and having a strong backbone of scripture to trust in.

His Muscles are Huge...

I thought it was interesting that D.J. talks about the evil one being a strong man, but Jesus as the Stronger man.  The imagery of the strong man being bound by the stronger man DJ 88-90 has been on my mind for days.  p.88 D.J. speaks of Jesus "liberating the hostages"and healing some kids and casting out demons.  "He has come to set the hostages free!"

The strong man's treasures are really the Stronger Man's.  The misfits, broken, weak, hurting, kids are REALLY Jesus the Stronger Man's treasures.  He sees the true value of (us).  He binds the strong man because he is STRONGER! He does not destroy the strong man, but He binds him.  Is this a torture of the evil one?  "This binding Jesus begins to do in the wilderness when Satan comes to test Him.  Three times the enemy tries to deflect Jesus from His mission.  Three times Jesus stands.  Jesus wins all the time, all three rounds and emerges form the wilderness with His Gospel:'The time is fulfilled, the Kingdom of God has come near."

I love how Jesus, being the stronger man is so humble, but He totally gets the Work done.  His muscles are huge.

Father, thanks for sending your Son to bind the strong man.  Thanks for calling us your precious treasure... you know how to take care of us, better than any strong man.  Thank you for being the STRONGER man!  

I was so 2 dimensional

This chapter really hit something I have thought about so often. The balance of how much power we give to the things in the world that are evil. I had not physically experienced spiritual warfare until one summer I spent on the lake and since then I have had this battle of not allowing the experience of this evil color all that I do but recognize that this is a part of the world we live in.  I love in this chapter though that even in that evil and when we feel it or experience it or it seems consuming Jesus has already bound it, he has already done the work! Praise God! His name is all we need to speak. The comfort and rest in His name.

I very much appreciated in the chapter the reminder of the 4 dimensional life that we live in. I very readily am able to regularly and often look at the physical and the human in an experience but do not put in the forefront the Living God and unseen spiritual world. In all situations I need to have these four lenses laid out so that I am able to fully experience life and do my best to understand what is laid before me. This helps with the balance view of my life.

exactly what we need, when we need it.

"Jesus's encounter with evil in the form of unclean spirits is fundamental to the Gospels' portrait of Jesus" (81). I feel like this fundamental aspect of who Jesus is, is often skipped over in modern church settings...at least it was when I was in junior high and high school, and I would venture to say even now. Of the four worldviews that DJ talks about, I feel like I've only ever really considered the first three: the human self, the physical universe, and the Living God, thus leaving out the unseen, created "spiritual" beings and powers.

When that fourth worldview does come up, it freaks me out a little bit. It's not something that I feel comfortable with. I think the first time I really took an in depth look at it was when we read through DJ's It Is Finished during my first summer as a driver. But there is such good news in the Stronger Man! And I wish I had known it sooner. "We need not fear the evil one in his desire to destroy" (91). "There is authority and power in Jesus' name!" (92) "The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world turns out to be the Lion who takes down the ruler of evil" (91). So, I have no reason to freak out, because Jesus has already won. Jesus is the Stronger Man!


A few other random thoughts:
"The Stronger Man, taking what appeared to be a weak way, had bound the strong man" (91). What appeared to be a weak way...a towel and a wash basin, the floor of the mikey, the docks in 100+ degree weather, giving up a summer to work with college students and teenagers...ultimately the cross at Calvary. "For when I am weak, then I am strong..." only because the Stronger Man lives in me.

"Jesus comes into all the wreckage to make us whole again. Sometimes we need forgiveness. Sometimes we need physical healing. Sometimes we need psychological healing. And sometimes we need to be delivered from the work of Jesus's enemy" (89). He doesn't just fix it from afar. He comes into it. He is in the brokenness, He is in the pain, His is in the hurt...making us new...making us whole. And He gives us exactly what we need, when we need it.